Mirage Aden
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Post by Mirage Aden on Aug 10, 2005 20:08:53 GMT -5
"But a computer is merley a machine. I don't know how you can possibly feel warmth from it. I have had bad omen-" Mirage shuddered at it but it was nothing at all big so she continuedl ike she hadn't shuddered. "-on high advancements in electronics. As stated before, all things can evolve...."
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Post by longsen on Aug 10, 2005 20:12:34 GMT -5
"That many people had told me already but they weren't there for me. My parents weren't there for me. I was neglected as a child, so I was never felt warmth or loved."
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Mirage Aden
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Post by Mirage Aden on Aug 10, 2005 20:16:02 GMT -5
"And why where you neglated as a child? When I was into the beyond I felt a certain distress from one of the children when a little girl. Is that one you?" she asked taking a cinnamon cookie taking a bite out of it. Mirage knew that this girl was ignored by cruel children at her age while in school. Her parents couldn't possibly neglate her, and therefore couldn't be the reason of this childs madness.
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Post by longsen on Aug 10, 2005 20:20:02 GMT -5
"You are right Ms Mirage. Even though I was taunted by the other kids around my age, my parents aren't there for me. My father was a well known police officer and spents a lot of his free time at work. My mother is a housewife but........she had her religous stuff. She mader me pray to "god" instead talking about my hatred."
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Mirage Aden
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Post by Mirage Aden on Aug 10, 2005 20:25:44 GMT -5
"When you were a child, did you talk to them about your neglection. Maybe if you have talked to them they would've paid more attention to your mental needs." said Mirage with a smile. She took another sip of tea, the ruby embedded in her forehead gleamed in light of the lamps on the walls of the room.
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Post by longsen on Aug 10, 2005 20:28:03 GMT -5
"Nope and besides, if I did tried to talk to them, I will be in their way. I felt so alone that I started burning and cutting myself. It is my escape. Then, they started to panic and sent me away to a different school for troubled kids and teens."
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Mirage Aden
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Post by Mirage Aden on Aug 10, 2005 20:32:45 GMT -5
"Poor dear, your mother has realized her mistakes. And she regrets ever neglating you because she thinks its her falt that all three of her daughters have been scattered. She lives every day in remorse, wishing for her children to return to her. The guilt has been weighing her down ever since all three of you left..." explained Mirage in a soothing tone. She took naother bite from her cookie and a sip from her tea.
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Post by longsen on Aug 10, 2005 20:37:56 GMT -5
"I do understand , Ms Mirage but I am scared to go back now. I think they are still mad at me, even though my father gas lung cancer. They still don't know that I am a cross dresser and if I tell them my secret life as a cross dresser, I know that they hate me even more."
I took another sip from my tea and took a bite of my cookie.
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Mirage Aden
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Post by Mirage Aden on Aug 10, 2005 20:43:42 GMT -5
"I knew you were a girl when you came in. Everyone has their prefrence of dressing. Its nothing to be ashamed of. Your parents won't care, they just want you in their arms. Your parents have learned to except their daughters ever since your family has broken up." said Mirage with another comferting smile.
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Post by longsen on Aug 10, 2005 20:49:55 GMT -5
"You think so? I haven't seen them such a long time and I am afraid to go back. They might not remember me."
I smiled a bit and drank all my tea.
"Your tea tasted so good."
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Mirage Aden
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Post by Mirage Aden on Aug 10, 2005 20:57:20 GMT -5
Mirage chuckled at the opinion. "Why thank you, would you like another cup?" With a nod Mirage poured naother cup of tea for her guest. "Don't be afraid for they long your return. Of course they remember you, they wouldn't mourn so much if they didn't." she smiled finishing her cookie with another sip of tea.
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Post by longsen on Aug 10, 2005 21:03:00 GMT -5
"Alright.....it would be nice to see them again but I really don't want to see my sisters again though. They were so distant towards me."
I took a sip of my tea.
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Mirage Aden
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Post by Mirage Aden on Aug 10, 2005 21:11:22 GMT -5
"All in due time my dear. You can't mend your relations with all of your fmaily in one day. Its takes time to fix something that is broken." said Mirage. She finished her tea and set the cup down pouring herself another. "Patience my dear, patience."
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Post by longsen on Aug 10, 2005 21:17:24 GMT -5
"Alright, I will take my time then."
I look around the room and I still thinks its so beautiful.
"I am thinking maybe this month or so, I can try and visit my parents, if I have time."
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Mirage Aden
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Post by Mirage Aden on Aug 10, 2005 21:28:24 GMT -5
"Thats wonderful to hear. I can see it, your mother will be ever so happy." smiled Mirage. She took a long sip of tea and continued with the conversation. "Hopefully I can pay the bills this month. I'm afraid I haven't made a lot of money so far...." she said with a frown. "But don't worry about me my dear, your mind lies in that of mending your family once more." said mirage smiling again.
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