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Post by dariya on Apr 29, 2005 1:42:14 GMT -5
"Do you think I'm pretty? I sit up and laugh. "Do you want me?"
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Post by Heikki Toivonen on Apr 29, 2005 1:45:10 GMT -5
Heikki pours some colorful vitamins into his hand and pops them. He washes them down with cold coffee.
"I don't think like that. I am happy being alone."
He takes another sip of coffee and feels like he no longer wants to be alone with Dariya. She is strange and desperate.
"I'm going for a walk."
He puts on his coat and quickly leaves. Being around her is like being around a diseased person. It is uncomfortable and makes you want to turn away.
He walks out the door without a destination in mind.
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Post by dariya on Apr 29, 2005 1:48:18 GMT -5
"Damn it, I can't stand this anymore." I go to the kitchen and pull I knife out of the drawer. It is a smaller one, and I'm not going to kill myself. I sit down in a rocking chair and mark up my arms as I rock back and forth.
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Post by Heikki Toivonen on Apr 29, 2005 1:54:45 GMT -5
As Heikki walks he thinks of Salome, who seems like the only woman who really understand him. He shakes his head. He feels hurt and forgotten by those he cares about the most. "I wonder where she is?" He walks past the cemetary at about the same time he says this. It is where his mom is burried. He decides he will clear her stone. It gets leaves and grass clippings over it. He walks over to her stone and sits before it. He clears off the debris. "That was a long time ago."
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Post by Varick Rommel on Apr 29, 2005 1:55:01 GMT -5
Frederick can't even imagine what it's like being in solitary confinement all the time. He turns so he's facing her, then takes her hand.
"You're going to be alright. Freida will take care of everything. Okay?" He says, with a stern look in his eyes, almost as though he were reassuring his daughter.
"I know it must get lonely, but you can do it because you're strong."
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Post by Eva Schicklgruber on Apr 29, 2005 1:59:13 GMT -5
"I wish I was stronger... I can't concentrate, and I hear voices all the time now... it's horrible." I am mumbling by the end of the sentance and looking straight down.
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Post by Varick Rommel on Apr 29, 2005 2:02:10 GMT -5
"Eva, listen to me. You are strong." Frederick squeezes her hand when he says this.
"Don't think otherwise, or else it'll take control of you. If you need help, concentrate on the sound of my voice, and know that I will be with you, understand?"
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Post by Eva Schicklgruber on Apr 29, 2005 2:04:38 GMT -5
"I think so..." I say shakily. "I mustn't be afraid... Think we will get out of here soon?" I ask, now looking him right in the eyes.
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Post by Varick Rommel on Apr 29, 2005 2:10:22 GMT -5
Frederick gives a small but firm smile, and is a little calmer now.
"Yes. It shouldn't be long..." He says, trailing off a little, then comes back into reality.
"After this is all over with, you can move in with us if you are afraid to see your parents." Frederick offers, mostly so he can keep an eye on her.
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Post by Eva Schicklgruber on Apr 29, 2005 2:14:24 GMT -5
"Yeah, my dad... He cut me off. When he saw me on TV he searched my room and found everything, and showed it to die poletzi... I don't know if he'll ever accept me again..."
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Post by Varick Rommel on Apr 29, 2005 2:17:45 GMT -5
Frederick is visibly upset after she tells him this.
"You don't have to stay with him, he doesn't understand you. You can start a new life with us, and we'll take care of you." Frederick replies, with a sense of urgency.
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Post by Eva Schicklgruber on Apr 29, 2005 2:21:08 GMT -5
"I... I will... I already miss my dad, but..." I say, feeling as if I have betrayed my own father. Just the thought of never being able to see him again... But at least Freida and Frederick are willing to care for me.
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Post by Varick Rommel on Apr 29, 2005 2:23:36 GMT -5
"Your father doesn't understand you, but maybe someday he will. You may see him yet." Frederick says.
"We'll take care of you until then."
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Post by Eva Schicklgruber on Apr 29, 2005 2:26:18 GMT -5
"Thanks." I say tearfully as I take his hand in both of mine and squeeze it. I want to embrace him, but am embarressed to in front of the guards...
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Post by Varick Rommel on Apr 29, 2005 2:34:20 GMT -5
Frederick lowers his head, and quietly kisses her hand. He feels a quiet sense of hopelessness and desperation, but keeps it to himself so's not to alarm Eva.
"Everything will be fine... We'll be out of here soon..." Frederick says, just as Himmel approaches them. Frederick pulls away from Eva.
"I just wanted to say that what you're doin' is great, Frederick. And Eva, you have my sympathies." He says, and bows his head. "I didn't know when I was going to see you again, so I thought I'd tell you before we had to go."
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