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Post by Mikhael Nadyezhda Kirsanov on May 5, 2005 1:00:25 GMT -5
I lower my head again, my eyes begin to water.
"I just... Don't know what I can do... Everything else is so much bigger than I am..." I reply pitifully. "I don't want to pretend that I have it worse than anyone else, I just..." I say, then sniffle.
"I don't know... It's easy for you to say, you can leave, I have a contract, they have me for years, and even if I did leave, what would my family think? My father and grandfather... What would they think?" I ask pathetically, tears now stream down the sides of my face, and I quickly wipe them away.
"I'-I'm sorry..." I say, pathetically, and rest my body on top of hers, but prop myself up just enough not to crush her under my weight.
"You feel nice."
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Post by dead character on May 5, 2005 1:02:28 GMT -5
I wipe the water from his eyes with two fingers and bend up to kiss his cheek. I stroke his hair and try to comfort him. Don't think about it now. It will all be okay. Don't think of it today. I kiss his lips again.
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Post by Mikhael Nadyezhda Kirsanov on May 5, 2005 1:09:09 GMT -5
I take a deep breath, looking away, then recompose myself.
"Okay... You're right..." I reply, then kiss her again on the cheek, slowly sliding my body against hers. I press myself against her entrance, and slowly slide myself into her, letting out a soft whimper when I do so, and biting my lower lip. My breathing begins to pick up.
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Post by dead character on May 5, 2005 1:12:22 GMT -5
I close my eyes and let out a gasp when he enters me. I keep on hand on his arm, and crane my neck to kiss him. He is so much kinder than most guys I am with. Too bad he is Russian and a soldier or that I have to travel and work so much. But I will enjoy things while I can and worry about that later.
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Post by Mikhael Nadyezhda Kirsanov on May 5, 2005 1:24:01 GMT -5
I wrap my arms around her while I lay on top, gently grinding my hips against hers. I slowly slide in, wait a few seconds, then slowly back out. I continue this pace, breathing heavily, and absorbing the moment.
I tilt my head up slightly, and gently nibble on the inside of her ear.
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Post by dead character on May 5, 2005 1:27:10 GMT -5
My stomach feels light and my legs are a little shakey. I breathe a little louder into his ear. I squeeze his arm a little. It is strange, but the people I have been with never really took their time with this. They were always to harsh or rushed. I feel much more than I usually do. I am surprised by this. I open my eyes and gaze into his, feeling like this is much different than my past experiences.
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Post by Mikhael Nadyezhda Kirsanov on May 5, 2005 1:38:59 GMT -5
This entire experience overwhelms me. I feel completely taken by the moment, and wouldn't really mind if all we were doing was laying with each other. Her body is so warm and smooth...
I nibble on her neck, and slowly lick my way up to her ear, where I lick circles around the outer lobe, and breathe heavily into it.
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Post by dead character on May 5, 2005 1:41:47 GMT -5
I can feel something, but I am not sure what it is. It is like traveling somewhere. My body feels like it is tightening and elevating. I let out a little gasp and close my eyes tightly. I dig my french manicure into his back.
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Post by Mikhael Nadyezhda Kirsanov on May 5, 2005 1:52:05 GMT -5
The nails digging into my back pushes me close to my own orgasm. I close my eyes, and dig my teeth into her neck.
"Are-are you on the pill...?" I manage to stutter out.
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Post by dead character on May 5, 2005 1:57:07 GMT -5
"Yes." I do a lot of traveling and am with many guys, so it only makes sense that I would. My breathing becomes deeper as I get closer. My back arches a little and I turn my head to the other side. I grind my nails in harder as it becomes harder to take. I feel light and hot at the same time. Finally it happens and I can feel myself squeeze him a few times. I let out a moan and my back relaxes. I drop my arm from his back. I have never been able to do that before. I am not sure why. Maybe it was the people I was with.
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Post by Mikhael Nadyezhda Kirsanov on May 5, 2005 2:09:50 GMT -5
At the moment her climax hits, it immediately pushes me over. I was riding on the brink for a long time as it was, and this just happened to throw me into my orgasm. I wrap my arms around her tightly, my body convulsing, and my breathing becomes erratic. After I am finished, I collapse beside her, and wrap my arms and legs around her body.
"That was... Really... Good..." I say, amazed at the whole experience.
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Post by dead character on May 5, 2005 2:12:56 GMT -5
That was Mischa. I have never done that before. It is strange. I am usually with very religious guys though. They are not as passionate and kind. I say, of both Christians and Muslims I have been with. I roll onto my side and pull closer to him, pressing my head to his shoulder.
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Post by Mikhael Nadyezhda Kirsanov on May 5, 2005 2:28:56 GMT -5
I smile.
"Ah thanks... You're just what I needed, Aisha..." I reply, somewhat stupidly. "I just... Haven't been as emotionally satisfied before, ever..." I feel euphoric.
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Post by dead character on May 5, 2005 2:30:59 GMT -5
I hope it makes you feel a little better. I am sorry for your girlfriend. I don't mean to take something from her or intrude on your relationship
I kiss him on the head and smile. He has a doofy smile just like a stupid oblivious kid.
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Post by Mikhael Nadyezhda Kirsanov on May 5, 2005 3:14:04 GMT -5
Oh yeah, Tanya...
"Oh, ah, don't worry about it... I mean, well, I sorta was the one who jumped into this..." I reply, feeling guilty about the fact that I don't actually feel guilty about the fact. I feel a renewed sense of clarity, and feel as though I'm standing on top of a mountain, looking down.
I turn my head to face Aisha, and smile.
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