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Post by Riku Matizumi on Oct 22, 2005 23:41:36 GMT -5
he nods slightly and looks around them at the other people here, he looks at her,
"well take your time finding one, there is a table over there if you want to sit down to read it..."
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Oct 22, 2005 23:42:45 GMT -5
Before Bassarov had died, he kept a journal of his thoughts and what he was doing with the rebel movement. It was kept on a dresser in his apartment. In his last months of life, he had changed his mind about somethings.
At times I feel that we are wasting our time trying to fight Red Infinity. It took me a long time to come to this conclusion. I had to stop and think, what are we, the rebels, really fighting for? I would have to argue that many are fighting for capitalism, which may seem appealing in these dark times, but is nothing more than a less overt slavery to wages in poverty. I would rather live in this world, than in the one I grew up in, although neither is the best that humanity can do. So, I have to stop fighting for now and watch some events play out. I can't involve myself in a rebel movement that threatens to set back the few gains that the revolution won...
In other passages he talks about his relationships and feelings.
...I feel distant from Zero and can not tell her how I feel without hurting her feelings. I would like to break things off at this point, but feel obligated to at least appear that things are fine. Maybe I am being selfish again. I've just been with too many people in my life and I am getting tired of using sex and relationships as a distraction. It is time for me to grow up a little. Actually, it was time to a long time ago.
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Post by Rain Teal on Oct 22, 2005 23:43:33 GMT -5
"Well....what about you?" I asked, "I don't want to see you bored..."
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Post by Riku Matizumi on Oct 22, 2005 23:46:35 GMT -5
he smiles and glances at her, putting his hands on her shoulder.
"if I start reading any books that I find interesting, you may not be able to get me out of here when it closes"
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Post by Rain Teal on Oct 22, 2005 23:51:01 GMT -5
"Well I will force you then..." I replied, "I may not be dangerous but I do have my father's blood in me."
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Post by Riku Matizumi on Oct 22, 2005 23:52:27 GMT -5
he glances around and steps towards her, to whisper into her ear
"do not start a fight here lil' one, ... I'll be fine without reading...
he smiles as he leans against the side of a book shelf.
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Post by Rain Teal on Oct 22, 2005 23:55:51 GMT -5
"Don't worry I won't start a fight here Asmodeus," I answered. I grab one of the books with braille, find myself a chair and once I sat down, I began reading.
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Post by Riku Matizumi on Oct 22, 2005 23:58:48 GMT -5
he smiles and follows her over to the table but glances around, he looks at a large desk and then back at rain. he sits in a desk next to her and glances at her book,
"whats that title?"
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Post by Rain Teal on Oct 23, 2005 0:03:12 GMT -5
"Evolution...." I stated, "It is a really good book.....if you are interested in Evolution."
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Post by Riku Matizumi on Oct 23, 2005 0:05:41 GMT -5
he blinks
"evolution? ... you mean like a research book?"
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Post by Rei "Zero" Usagi on Oct 23, 2005 0:10:30 GMT -5
"I know... I don't know how many times I saved him... I just wish I could've saved him this time..."
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Post by Rain Teal on Oct 23, 2005 0:11:01 GMT -5
"Yes...it is a research book.....you have a problem with it?" I asked. "I will stop reading it if you having a problem with it."
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Post by Helene DeBoís on Oct 23, 2005 0:13:33 GMT -5
"Me too... me too." Helene sighs. Then a thought pops into her head.
"We should get his stuff before they destroy it or give it away. Or..." Helene hesitates to say the last part of her thought. : if they don't give us his body.
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Post by Riku Matizumi on Oct 23, 2005 0:19:38 GMT -5
"course I dont, however, if it is written by humans, its more fiction then fact..."
he leans back in the chair and puts his hands behind his head
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Post by Rei "Zero" Usagi on Oct 23, 2005 0:20:06 GMT -5
"Yeah... That's a good idea..." I say as I dry my eyes and try to compose myself. I have never felt like this in my life, and I just don't know how to cope with it.
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