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Post by Heikki Toivonen on Aug 5, 2005 13:17:20 GMT -5
the next thread.
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Post by Calithin Crest on Aug 5, 2005 14:00:26 GMT -5
"Well naturally having control over yourself and your actions is more important than controlling other things.... But what worth do you have if the only thing you posses is yourself? If you control other things and people as well than you are worth much, much more... Since you are needed."
I set down the mop and begin to do the dishes.
"But I don't know... I don't mind giving myself away to things, like power. Since that is symbiotic commitment. I sometimes have a hard time deciding which is more important actually, myself or my power. I usually come out on top, but not always. It just depends how my logic is deciding to interpret things that day. It's all terribly confusing..."
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Post by Victoria Thistle on Aug 5, 2005 14:05:56 GMT -5
"You don't mind giving up power...even to other people? To me it seems like the worst possible thing, to be ruled by another emotionally or psychologically. Such a loss of autonomy."
"Attachment to people, and all relationships, even family ones, are such an exchange of power. As you can see, I give no power up to my brother or any other member of my family."
"There are too many things we can not control. The weather, germs, other people. But we can control ourselves. And that said, I will never give an inch of myself up to another."
The place is looking nice and clean, so I feel less bad about having all the people over.
"I am going back to my apartment to change. I feel warm. But if you are bored and want company, I will stop by later." I say as though I really don't want to and it would be for his own benefit that I return.
"I will call later." I tell him and leave abruptly. I have to get to work on our plans anyway.
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Post by Calithin Crest on Aug 5, 2005 14:17:36 GMT -5
"You do that."
I reply not looking up and finish off the dishes in a few minutes. Although the place is no where near as clean as I would like it to be, I suppose I can tolerate staying here now. So that's good.
Everything is such a struggle. I don't understand anything. I am probably sick... Oh yes, that must be it. All these outside germs have made me ill so now my judgement is all screwy. That makes perfect sense.
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Post by longsen on Aug 5, 2005 14:26:12 GMT -5
After I finsied my food, and paid for them, I left the resturant and began walking around a bit. I tried to called Buck couple time but he didn't pick his phone. I don't mind though, he might be busy. The computer stuff is getting little heavy and decided to go to my apartment.
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Post by Linnea Korpela on Aug 5, 2005 15:37:07 GMT -5
Linnea sighed and then gave him a kiss on the cheek. Then getting up and rearranging herself behind Garret she put her arms over his shoulder and held him giving him another kiss on the cheek.
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Post by Johnathan Daystar on Aug 5, 2005 15:50:17 GMT -5
"We will be starting the concert in an hour."
John smiled and continued to play. Warming up for the performance. Why was Mihoko so nervouds around him. Did she have a celebbrity crush? Don't know but why would somone have a crush on him? He wasn't the best looking.[/i]
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Post by mihoko on Aug 5, 2005 19:43:35 GMT -5
"Okay but what am I gonna do if you and your band members start your concert?"
I do have a crush on him but then again, he pretty much has a girlfriend or somthing
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Post by Johnathan Daystar on Aug 5, 2005 19:46:31 GMT -5
"Hey...I'm not for the hole groupy thing. I don't see why you styare. Is it because you are rushing on me? You will go right into the crowd to enjoy our concert. We didn't have you some back here just to not even hear us play."
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Post by mihoko on Aug 5, 2005 19:52:45 GMT -5
"I am not rushing you, John and besides, I don't want be a such a burden to someone like you. I will in the crowd and watch you guys play. Good Luck then."
I smiled at him and went to the crowd
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Post by Johnathan Daystar on Aug 5, 2005 19:58:58 GMT -5
The band jumped out to the stage and began to play. The crowd screamed out and John started to headbang as he played the opening to Raining Blood. The front of the crowd broke out into a mosh pit and everyone was jumping. Then, John called for Mihoko to come to the stage.
"I want our lucky contest winner to come to the stage."
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Post by mihoko on Aug 5, 2005 20:06:56 GMT -5
My face turn red when John wanted to come on stage. I have very bad stafe fright but I have to get over it. I went to the nearest steps and stood next to John
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Post by Johnathan Daystar on Aug 5, 2005 20:08:48 GMT -5
"This is Mihoko. My crush...The one I love."
People let out an 'Awwww.' and John put an arm aroud her back.
"But Mihoko. Have a shout out to make?"
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Post by mihoko on Aug 5, 2005 20:15:24 GMT -5
When he said those words from him, my heart started to skip a beat. He actually told the crowd that he loves me but I am happy though.
"I do love John a lot!!"
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Post by Victoria Thistle on Aug 5, 2005 20:15:37 GMT -5
I go to my apartment, change clothes, and set up my schedual for the next 3 weeks. I will tour all over the country speaking before various groups. This will be my most aggressive speaking tour yet. When I have set this up, I call Calithin and wait for him to pick up.
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