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Post by Seiji Usagi on Jul 4, 2005 0:34:15 GMT -5
"The consquence of all things is in the end the same." Seiji remarks in a monotone. His eyes shift across the room and meet Kolov's. He does not fear this man, he fears nothing for it is all the same to him.
"I understand your meaning." He adds.
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Post by Dead Character on Jul 4, 2005 0:35:11 GMT -5
"At least it's something. I think couceling works better than medication. Did you do counceling?" He asks.
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Post by Nea Jokinen on Jul 4, 2005 0:38:47 GMT -5
"No. I hate counceling. I hate psychtrists. I hate them all. The only reason I got put on that junk was my doctor thought I was making myself sick on purpose that was the only reason she could come up with for me going into the hospital so much. It was just because I was a sick kid not because I was making myself sick. I was forced to talk to that asshole and I was forced to take that shit. But not anymore," Nea crossed her arms. "I don't like talking to them cause I dont like spilling my life story to strangers. Sorry it just doesn't happen." She paused. "But ewww he pissed me off that day. I was in the hospital and that doctor looked me straight in the eye and said "You dont sound depressed. But you look depressed." I was in the fucking hospital! I wasn't going to be happy and sit there with a smile on my face. God he was such an asshole."
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Gen. Vlad Kolov
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Post by Gen. Vlad Kolov on Jul 4, 2005 0:40:16 GMT -5
"Good. Now check out a Learjet and inform her that I need to speak to her within the next 48 hours."
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Post by Dead Character on Jul 4, 2005 0:41:13 GMT -5
"Oh. Well I liked my councelor. I think I liked her a little too much. She always listened to my problems and encouraged me. I liked going to see her, but wanted to get better since I thought I was making her job harder or that I was a burden on her." Antero says leaning back some. "I had dreams about her. And she was like 40. Maybe there is something really wrong with me."
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Post by Nea Jokinen on Jul 4, 2005 0:42:48 GMT -5
Nea raised an eyebrow. "No I dont think there is anything wrong with you. I mean some older people still got it."
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Post by Seiji Usagi on Jul 4, 2005 0:44:17 GMT -5
"As you wish." Seiji says and leaves the office with the same blank expression he wore when he entered. Inside of him he felt like there was a rott or a cancer. But it was numb and feeling vague enough that it didn't compell him towards any direction or goal. He calls his pilot and arranges for a flight to Moscow. He feels nothing about seeing his sister again. It seems a chore, something that must be done, like taking out the garbage.
Within a few hours, he is on his way to meet Rei again. He does crossword puzzles to make the time go faster.
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Post by Dead Character on Jul 4, 2005 0:46:01 GMT -5
"Well she really understood me and challenged me. She said I was her best patient or whatever we are called...client maybe." He says thinking back to it. "I saw her for three years. Then I just got depressed again and stopped. I didn't want to burden her with it."
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Post by Rei "Zero" Usagi on Jul 4, 2005 0:47:38 GMT -5
After talking for awhile Mischa and I get up and start walking back to the plane. As we approach the airport I see a Learjet land, but think nothing of it, as it's a common enough plane.
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Post by Nea Jokinen on Jul 4, 2005 0:49:23 GMT -5
Nea nodded and turned a little to face him more, she sat indian style on the bench. Sitting there looking at him she admired how the sun highlighted his hair and made him look happier. She smiled a little more and tilted her head listening to him. "Yeah I can understand that. I have pushed a few people away from me because of that."
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Post by Seiji Usagi on Jul 4, 2005 0:50:08 GMT -5
Seiji arrives in Moscow after about 11 hours. He is worn from the flight and goes directly to his room in the city. From his room he gives Rei a call, telling him that he is in the city, where he is staying, and that they have things to discuss. The message he leaves is in a business like tone, and not a word longer than it must be.
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Post by Dead Character on Jul 4, 2005 0:51:24 GMT -5
"At least you don't have to worry about that with me." He says with a shrug. "I've been through it too." He looks at the time. "Maybe we should head back. It would do me good to socialize a little."
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Post by Rei "Zero" Usagi on Jul 4, 2005 0:54:38 GMT -5
My phone rings, and I realize it's my brother. I sigh as soon as he hangs up, and turn to Mischa. "I'm sorry, I have to meet with someone. I'll be back in an hour or two." I immediately light a cigarette and walk to his room, finishing it and two others before I get there, and then knock on the door.
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Post by Nea Jokinen on Jul 4, 2005 0:54:47 GMT -5
Nea nods. "Yeah. I dunno if I'll do any socalizig. Maybe if the crowd as thinned out some." She stands up and walks next to him her hand almost by instinct falls into Antero's.
((I'm outta here. later gators enjoy your holiday. i have to work. *puke smilie face*))
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Post by Dead Character on Jul 4, 2005 1:00:50 GMT -5
"Talking to you made me feel better at least. Thanks." Antero says and they start walking back. He feels pretty good. A lot better than earlier. When they arrive back, he goes to the kitchen to hang out with the others.
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